Текст песни I Know - Ana Khayif

I done seen a lot of guns
Seen a lot of drugs
Seen a lot of things that made me wonder where I was
Seen a lot of people with soulmates and sons that throw away life
Just to smoke on a bud
Seen a lot of violence
Seen a lot of dying
Seen a lot things that made wonder where our mind went
Seen a lot people just passing and leaving things made me wonder
Where the hell the time went
Walk around people thinking oh he been about it
They don't realize that I been through hella damage
Coping mechanism is just laugh about it
But I do get sad when I go and think about it
I've been steady moving but feeling in the same place
Seen a lot of people but I'm staring at a blank face
People go and live I'm just carrying a slow pace
Maybe that's the reason I'm so easy to replace
But shit I'm married now
Shit ain't ever down
Shit went south
But shit is better now
This I carry out
This I'm very proud
Married to the game
This a wedding vow
Shit so sick proceed it with caution
Cuz they never give me props I'ma hell of an artist
And I'm bound to break a record in a moment I promise
I don't even want the validation I always wanted
I just wanna be free
I just wanna be me
I just wanna be the someone that the people can see
Not just some stupid kid I was in my teens
Where the trauma in past held me back from dreams
I want a space to grow
With the people that I know
Maybe work on flows
Maybe work from home
Maybe I'll go pro
Maybe so they know
What the grinding and the waiting was all there for
Maybe I'll never get that
Maybe I don't deserve that
Maybe I'm so fucked up in the head that I ain't even worth that
Maybe my sin I must repent
Cuz it takes losing everything just to win
I've been out of mind since just a kid
To the point where I lost all my common sense and I know

These invasive thoughts inside my ear
Might cope with it with a pack of beer
But resulting to that point is what I fear
I will never be influenced by my fucking peers
Embedded in my mind
That I'm just a basket case
Some Henny and the wine
I love the after taste
Regretted in my life
I never felt the same
Hiding in the lies
For my selfish sake
Wonder how my family sees me now
Ain't see me then barley see me now
Wanna do more then the thought that counts
Stress eating all day gain at least 8 pounds
Thinking with the rapping I'll streak and slaughter
For the past two years I ain't get no farther
Dealing with issues from my momma and father
Hope I don't pass it to my sons and daughters and I know