Текст песни Trust Issues - Ana Khayif

I got these trust issues
It cannot be solved
I cannot fuck with you
That is my resolve
I got these trust issues
It cannot be solved
I cannot fuck with you
That is my resolve

Never knew how to trust or how to love
Cause my parents never loved each other enough
Fighting all the time never giving up
Til the family time felt like chaos
They were yelling all the time til the days gone
I remember waking up and their face gone
Putting hands on each other like they hate strong
Til they finally separated like the Hartman's
I remember those nights we would sleep in a van
Cold and scared it was a tragedy
I remember seeing my mom get jumped
By the same people i would call my family
I remember those nights they were rough
Young mind and soul had a cavity
I remember the lack of lunch
Seeing both parents face saddened me
Pulled in two directions wishing everything would go away
Asking me to choose my mom and dad I didn't know what to say
I would stay up all night sad and crying on knees to pray
But they never were answered that's why i don't believe in god today
Now i gotta deal with this shit all grown up
There's a lot of shit that people don't know of
It's hard for me to really focus
Cause I'm busy thinking i don't wanna be a loner
Getting heart broken breaking hearts the cycle
Depression overwhelming cuz they calling me a psycho
I'm the funny guy that you just might know
No one ever sees the things going in my life tho
Since i started rapping everybody wanna tune in
But I'm so scared to be more open bout my music
So I make crappy little songs talking bullshit
But they know it's disingenuous they see right through it
But now i got this girl she hot caring beautiful delightful
But i feel like I'ma fuck it up cuz my issues don't make me the right one
She's the first to make me happy i might've found love
But Maybe i need to change just in case she might run

I got these trust issues
It cannot be solved
I cannot fuck with you
That is my resolve
I got these trust issues
It cannot be solved
I cannot fuck with you
That is my resolve