Текст песни Chara - Andrew Stein

I've walked 100 miles down a broken road
And in my mind I carry such a heavy load
The voices in my head I think are not my own
But I will reap the seeds that my hands have sown

My thoughts are dark and red
And I am stained inside
If I stop now, there'd be nowhere
For me to hide
From the sins I feel crawling on my back

You can't save a soul that you lack
It's too late now, I'm too far gone
I've lost too many chances and now I feel myself
Changing

I feel myself, changing
With every fight, I'm changing
It's easier, when you're changing
Don't stop me now, I am changing
With every save, I'm changing
Your every move keeps me changing
Why don't you move? I am changing
I'll strike you too I'm changing
I am changing

WHEN YOU KILL ME
AGAIN, AND AGAIN, AND AGAIN, AND AGAIN
DON'T EXPECT ME TO SHED ANY TEARS IN THE END
I AM ONLY HUMAN AFTER ALL
I DON'T HAVE VERY FAR TO FALL
UNTIL I DISCONNECT
FOR ETERNITY, THAT'S ME
WHAT DO YOU SEE
IT'S DONE, AND NOBODY IS FREE

BECAUSE THE BLOOD THAT WE SPILLED CAN NEVER BE UNDONE
I'D BE LYING IF I SAID THAT I DIDN'T HAVE FUN
WHEN I SAW YOU FALL DOWN ON THE GROUND
AFTER WHAT YOU'VE ME DONE TO ME
DON'T EXPECT ANY SYMPATHY

NO MORE FRIENDS AND NO MORE FOES
NO MORE MONSTERS, NO ONE TO OPPOSE ME
I CAN FINALLY BE FREE
FROM THE BURDEN OF DESPAIR, THE BURDEN TO CARE
FOR EVERY SINGLE PERSON THAT I MET DOWN THERE
IT'S DONE. IT'S OVER AND I WON

BECAUSE THE BLOOD THAT WE SPILLED CAN NEVER BE UNDONE
I'D BE LYING IF I SAID THAT I DIDN'T HAVE FUN
WHEN I SAW YOU FALL DOWN ON THE GROUND
AFTER WHAT YOU'VE ME DONE TO ME
DON'T EXPECT ANY SYMPATHY
YOU WERE ACTING OUT OF SELF- PRESERVATION
BUT YOU DIDN'T HAVE ENOUGH DETERMINATION
NOW THE WORLD RESETS, TO SET THE EVIL FREE
YOU'LL GET NO MERCY FROM ME
BECAUSE THE BLOOD THAT WE SPILLED CAN NEVER BE UNDONE
I'D BE LYING IF I SAID THAT I DIDN'T HAVE FUN
WHEN I SAW YOU FALL DOWN ON THE GROUND
AFTER WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO ME
DON'T EXPECT ANY SYMPATHY
YOU WERE ACTING OUT OF SELF-PRESERVATION
BUT YOU DIDN'T HAVE ENOUGH DETERMINATION
AND NOW THE WORLD RESETS TO SET THE EVIL FREE
(NO MERCY FROM ME)

It's finally done, I lay down my knife
He fought so hard and laid down his life
He was alone, and now so am I
Left with the memory of a boy afraid to die
What have I done? Where is my home?
Were these deeds I've done, truly my own?
I was so blind, but now I clearly see
I only have one choice and it's in front of me
Erase the guilt, erase the blame
Erase what we've built, and erase this game
Erase the past, and erase my name
You were looking for a friend... but nobody came