Sick

Dark abyss under my eyes
The night is mine
I don't answer calls
Don't read my mail
I have to deny
Truth

Every second hints it's not forever
I'm getting worse
Feel sick to my stomach
Time is bleeding, bleeding
I stop breathing

Blue pills beside my bed
To make me rest
They don't hear me talk as I dream
The nights make me high
True, like you, like you, like you do
Feel my insides rotting away
Because, because I give in

(Every second hints it's not forever)
(I'm getting worse)
(Feel sick to my stomach)
(Time is bleeding, bleeding)
(I stop breathing)

(Every second hints it's not forever)
Every second
Of every minute
Of every hour of every day
(I'm getting worse)
(Feel sick to my stomach)
(Time is bleeding, bleeding)
Every day of every week
Of every wretched month
(I stop breathing)
Of this horrible year
How long until it stops?