Lucky 31

I don't wanna feel like that
Banging sticks at the park
It was twelve it was dark
And I can't hold a tune for shit

I can try but I can't
Simply can't tolerate it
I would look at you and you would shake your fist

I was lost in the market
We would never talk about it
I would look at you and it would all make sense

Now I don't know where I am
Everything changes before I can
These passing seasons
Just gave you another reason to die

You'd lose your shit
And I'd smoke until I'm sick

I looked to you for answers
But it wasn't the right time
It's too hard so caught up in life
To set some time
To set some time aside
I'll give you yours and I will always take mine

I wish you wanted it yourself
But I can't speak for two
I left someone behind
There's an empty space meant for you

I don't wanna feel like that

Hole in my heart and it can't be mended

You'd lose your shit
And I'd smoke until I'm sick