a reminder

Ediba you got one?

Mr. Do-It-All, that's the one that they was using
Dirtball had the power he abused it
But the G.O.A.T. talkin' now sorry for the confusion
Bitches new gens talkin' bout how Ap a clone now
Why y'all mad at me? All that talkin' better slow down
Come out with some shit like this they don't know where to go now
Please tell me what the fuck you'd do if you had all this negative shit in your phone now
It's already hard enough to have love for myself I can't imagine givin' any of this to a hoe now, uh
Especially with the shit I know now, I can't trust a hoe it's really how it go down
Keep my two feet planted and my ten toes down
Bitch I'm TTG, me and Marcus trained to go now
Learned from my past, keepin' these hoes on the low now
Cause that's not how my mama gonna see me go down
Mama made it out of India to IU, so I know I can do whatever I put my mind to
I've had that dog in my heart since I was 5'2
This the G.O.A.T. talkin' now just had to remind you

Ain't no fuckin' label that I'm sign to
Me and Ediba stackin' our racks till that shit 9'2
Told a bad bitch "Baby it's okay, you look good but if I took you out my life, then I'd be fine too
I already know your business, who you gotta lie too
Stevie Wonder, red flags that I've been blind to
'Rari 575, it's faster than a Haiku
Told me to find God, Imma have to make him find you
Talkin' bout the times you was with me, they behind you
But I know that you lyin', bae
You still look good, but I know that you not fine, bae
Still reminiscing about times when you were mine, bae
Said this thousand times before you runnin' out of time, bae
Feel like we ain't really been real close
We've been fillin' each other's void with hoes
Tryna keep it secret but everybody knows, oh yeah they know
Cause you gon' tell the whole world about it
People in my city tryna tell me that they heard about it
Keepin' it P a foreign concept you gon' learn about it
Yeah, but I guess you learned now
Turned to a hoe, but none of that shit can make me hurt now
Feelin' like it's my fault that this the way that you turned out
Sorry this the way you turned out
Yeah, but that's not fair to me
Fell in the deep end reachin' for you, ain't no air to breathe
In the hotel room I had two bitches they sharing me
These hoes can fuck me all they want but they can't care for me uh
Yeah, not the way you did
I could have love in front of my eyes and I'd still lose it
Lately I been just focused on music
Lately I been tryna keep myself from this lil' new bitch
Cause she not you and she know it
Warm eyes lookin' at my heart and that shit frozen
Theres still feelings in it but I can't show it
Alone on Valentine's, Cupid where's your potion
But I know that you had a great night, girl
Shoulder to cry on when you not alright, girl
I just don't really know if you'll ever be my girl
Cause I'm startin' to think that I was just your type, girl

Just a disclaimer
I never write songs like this about just one specific person
Like, it's always a culmination of, you know
Different parts of my past and different people from my past
I've created a reality where my creativity is dependent on me losing people I hold dear to my heart
And, I don't know how much longer I can sustain that, but
It's nice to know that I can express myself like this
In such, you know, an open and honest way
Because it feels like I'm able to find beauty in things that are meant to, you know
Break me down and destroy me, so
When I say Death Imitates Art it's because
There's nothing more beautiful than a beautiful thing come to an end