If You Wanted To

Oh my god, I've been here before
Things are going great until I ask for something more
Suddenly I'm closing a door
That I worked so hard to open
What the hell was it all for?

I've been digging through memories
I'm stuck in the weeds
Trying to find something broken in me
Cause if there was something that I could just fix
Maybe you won't be afraid to commit

If you wanted to, you would
If you wanted to, you could
I guess it wasn't good enough to keep you in the game
If you wanted to, you'd stay
You would look at me and say
That nothing I could ever do is pushing you away
If you wanted to, you would

The songs we sang, the nights in my car
The first time that we kissed, I was on fire from the spark
A few months later look where we are
You swore "it's not you, it's me"
While you were handing back my heart

I've been digging through memories
I'm stuck in the weeds
Trying to prove I was just what you need
Ignoring the truth, cause it hurts like a bitch
Deep down I know the reality is

If you wanted to, you would
If you wanted to, you could
I guess it wasn't good enough to keep you in the game
If you wanted to, you'd stay
You would look at me and say
That nothing I could ever do is pushing you away

Oh you let me down easy
But I understood
What you really mean is
If you wanted to, you would
Oh you let me down easy
But I understood
What you really mean is

If you wanted to, you would
Wanted to, you could
I guess it wasn't good enough to keep you in the game
If you wanted to, you'd stay
You would look at me and say
That nothing I could ever do is pushing you away

Oh you let me down easy, but I understood
What you really mean is
If you wanted to, you would