Going Dark

Fell in love with the lies again
I love you but you played your hand
Blacked out memories (always) forgotten
I ask myself am I the problem
I dont know
I just want it to end

I love you but we cant be friends
We cant make amends
Was everything that you said meant?
I found comfort in your silence
Theres no perfect timing
Theres no more trying
You knew I wasn't lying
Sick n tired of the fighting
I dont wanna hear your whining

It ended the first time you left
Don't wanna get up in your head
I swear that I wish you well
Wish you wealth
Hope that you love the cards that you dealt
I know that im gonna see you in hell

Do you love me
Am I worthy
You took my heart and left

Fell in love with the lies again
I love you but you played your hand
Blacked out memories (always) forgotten
I ask myself am I the problem
I dont know
I just want it to end