Neverland

Feel like I'm on the cusp of something
Been waiting forever ain't in a rush for nothing
I ain't running
A black man not wrought with guilt
Is hard to kill
God forbid he gets healed & starts to feel
I've been putting words to feelings
Not spending my time putting work to minutes
I'm resting
'Cause accomplishments can arrest us
Finding worth in crowns is a set up
My prayer's to find value with myself
Give God the throne & be cool with the rest
Don't limit my worldview to my perspective
Make sure assessments aren't full of projection
Goals right now ain't reaching the lost
Ministry is being home to see my baby walk
Being available when my daughters need to talk
And telling my son being cool is a farce

I'm doing better than I ever have
My real life? Never Land
Look in the mirror & say "you better win"
Pray & put the effort in
Let's get it

Redefining what it means to be surrendered
They leading these agendas where you need to be a victim
Why live a life where you need to be offended
I seen it before it happens I need to be a Simpson
Prophetic & I'm gifted
Whatever's to my detriment
I leverage it & flip it
Said it & I meant it
If I take a swing it's headed for the fences
My peace is priceless, headaches is expensive
I am not for the faint of heart
Resting in the finished work & just getting started
This is not a job
This is art
This is God
This is not a facade
This is ours
I used to pray for hours, it was healthy
Now my prayer is "God help me"
They held me
Then they hailed me
What a rarity
Any comparison isn't fair to me

I'm doing better than I ever have
My real life? Never Land
Look in the mirror & say "you better win"
Pray & put the effort in
Let's get it