Текст песни delete this message (00STUDI0MUSIC00) - Atex

I would hit you on the FaceTime know the distance far apart
Love you with my whole soul still you know you got my heart
Time between us like an hourglass it won't last too long
Four years since I seen ya and you still got me writing songs
Cannot blame you for wanting someone right next you
I know it's hard I play it strong I wish that we had saw it through
First time that I hugged you felt like real relief I needed you
Came home to my momma saw me crying I was missing you
I was missing you I knew that you was missing me
We had had to scrape that thang up so we could pay the fee
Just to see each other didn't make no sense financially
Why the fuck we throw it all away it don't make sense to me

Why the fuck we throw that shit away
Feel like cancer when you answer tell me to my face
Can't believe we let the love we had just go to waste
I don't think nobody else could ever take your place
But-what but-what but I'm still tryna get it every single day you know I get fly like I'm playing Quidditch
You my twin so we not ever snitching
If you get this message call me back these my new digits

We had dreams of building a life so that we could raise our kids
Better than our parents raised us silly we was just some kids
Thought 'bout working nine to five just so I could be next to you
1200 something miles ain't enough to stop me loving you
Oh you got a new man what if he stop loving you I know it's petty feel embarrassed that I feel this way I do
I'm so used to feeling nonchalant being detached
Got me acting out of character you don't text back
The pandemic hit and I was tryna make some bread
I was almost graduated I could see the cap on head
Anyway I started selling weed I knew you'd be ashamed
So I started growing distant after that everything changed
February 2020 when I lost it all
Took a few months to feel the results of everything I lost
I was so depressed when the leaves on the trees started to fall
Almost took my life I never knew that I could fall this far
Tried so hard to reconnect but now you acting strange
Every time we talked it felt like you almost forgot my name
Begging for forgiveness I was ugly I was so ashamed
Made a fool of myself ancestors probably turned in they grave
Showed me signs of moving on somethings I can't believe
Doing who with what I'm fucked up I'm still searching for relief
Living your life to the fullest wish it was involving me
Ain't nothing for me to do when he fuck up you calling me