Текст песни Sun Through the Blinds - Aye Gee

Chasing, chasing fame to end of my grave, I couldn't tell you why
Maybe I could but I'd rather tell a lie
I'd rather hide than tell the truth of what I feel I'm missing
Maybe it's because I've only been loved when it was preconditioned
Could never tell if someone loved me out of pure intention
Can't love yourself when you hate yourself maybe that's what I failed to mention
But maybe it's not hate it's just fuel to becoming someone better
And maybe it's not too late to change my life forever
Yeah, to change my life for better
But maybe better is worse
And maybe I won't know what I have until it's gone and it hurts
Maybe, just maybe

Writing these songs and I wonder who pays attention
Freshman year I made some music just to vent my expression, And as the years went by
My songs turned into confession, It's been years since I've cried
The cause of fear and rejection but fuck that
I wanna feel what I feel inside
Even if it's pain for all of mine who've died
I swear to god-deep inside-I know I'm here for a bigger purpose
Don't know what it is yet, but I'm hoping that in the end, it's worth it
That my purpose isn't worthless
Isn't that what we all crave
Maybe it's just me
Shit, maybe it's just me

Last time I was overseas I was only 3 years old
Vaguely remember the sunny island where it rarely snows
Wish I stayed longer with you, before you passed away
But even at an early age you taught me to believe it brighter days
So, thank you
Maybe that's why I never thought of suicide
Always thought life was worth living till the day you finally die
I gotta believe you felt the same way through all the pain you suffered
Showing us kids to stay strong even if you never recovered
And as these days pass by I got a feeling something big is coming, yeah
That feeling you get when something real is coming, yeah
No graduation ceremony needed
Inside I know I've graduated cause this pain I've defeated
Yeah
Til next time
Aye Gee, gone