Addicted to Sadness

In this year, I've discovered who I am
Reckless to a fault
Numb to the feeling of anyone else around

I feel I've given up part of myself
Cause I've accepted that the world is broken
Established a pessimistic view
Maybe I'm afraid
That I'm addicted to the sadness in my life
I'm addicted to the sadness in my life

In this year, I've learned that I'm afraid
Afraid to let you in
Scared of the thought that I could lose everything

I feel I've given up part of myself
Cause I've accepted that I am broken
It's time to work on all the flaws I see in myself
But I fear that I'm addicted to the sadness in my life
I'm addicted to the sadness in my life