Big Brother.

It's one of them things where
He's trying to shift my thinking
From Him just being
Only my Heavenly Father

But also that... that older brother type
There's things you can share
With your siblings
Or your older brothers

Or sister
That you really can't share
With... your parents
There are things
Your parents... can't handle
Umm... in the natural

But I'm learning that
He's not just a covering
Or a Father or provider

But He's also trying to allow me to
Be His homie and for
Him to be my big homie

You know I know I get upset
When people don't trust me
Or doubt you know my capabilities...
If I'm a reflection of Him
He's... He's probably like you know

Trust me... like
The things you want

Right now arent necessarily
The things that you need

And that's a hard pill to swallow
Especially when you're
Watching your enemies excel
You know...

It's like being...
Having a... first place anointing
But you're always in second place
Or on the side or you're a ghost...

But I've come to find out
When you're ready to handle it
You won't fumble it
That's when you get it