Love Hurts

So stuck inside my ways it's been so hard for me to change
I know that if I do it I won't ever be the same
Crashing out inside my mind it's no pilot on the plane
I found comfort walking all alone in the rain
I be losing battles cause my urges hard to tame
All the fingers point at me its nobody else to blame
Sorry if you feel like I been playing you like a game
I know I should be a shame
I'm in love but causing pain

I feel so battle ready but I cannot win the war
Every time I lose I see you open up that door
I hurt to see you hurting it's just stabbing at my core
I keep going out of bounds I know you can't ignore
The anger in your soul started seeping out your pore
Chances after chances I'm just messing up the score
Once that trust is broken it's so hard to get restored
Wish I still was that man that you once had adored
Had to get down on my knees and have a talk out to the lord
I'm steady fighting demons but somehow I lost the sword
We was thinking bout the future but I kept on falling short
You was always tryna plan but I broke our own accord
I was playing with your heart now it's broke and on the floor
Sorry for what I did and I wish I loved you more
I know you cannot trust me I broke everything I swore
All the wounds I caused gone forever leave a sore

So stuck inside my ways it's been so hard for me to change
I know that if I do it I won't ever be the same
Crashing out inside my mind it's no pilot on the plane
I found comfort walking all alone in the rain
I be losing battles cause my urges hard to tame
All the fingers point at me its nobody else to blame
Sorry if you feel like I been playing you like a game
I know I should be a shame
I'm in love but causing pain

They say love a drug but I overdosed
Excuses that I made I know you're over those
I wish I would've showed you more like I was supposed
Our love keep going up and down like a roller coaster
Every time I get alone it makes me wanna hold her
Thought I paid off all my debts but now i owe her
This weight I'm tryna carry starting to hurt my shoulder
Cause when you hurt the ones you love if feels like a boulder
Wish it was a way I could change the time
I would've did you better and never did the crime
I can't stand to see you leave I wanna keep you mine
You're my diamond in the rough I wanna see you shine

So stuck inside my ways it's been so hard for me to change
I know that if I do it I won't ever be the same
Crashing out inside my mind it's no pilot on the plane
I found comfort walking all alone in the rain
I be losing battles cause my urges hard to tame
All the fingers point at me its nobody else to blame
Sorry if you feel like I been playing you like a game
I know I should be a shame
I'm in love but causing pain
So stuck inside my ways it's been so hard for me to change
I know that if I do it I won't ever be the same
Crashing out inside my mind it's no pilot on the plane
I found comfort walking all alone in the rain
I be losing battles cause my urges hard to tame
All the fingers point at me its nobody else to blame
Sorry if you feel like I been playing you like a game
I know I should be a shame
I'm in love but causing pain

I be losing battles cause my urges hard to tame
All the fingers point at me its nobody else to blame
Sorry if you feel like I been playing you like a game
I know I should be a shame
I'm in love but causing pain