Текст песни :( - BLCKK

I'm afraid of being everything you thought I'd be
And when you look back at me, I wish I knew the things you'd see
And all I remember,
Out of December I came drinking more than I ever had
Reason being you took me there
And I
I don't feel like I used to
I could use you but it all come down when it ain't no reason left
And I know that I'm not perfect
But I'd argue who deserves it
I wasn't trying
I wasn't trying to fuck us up
And what do I say to you? (Yeah)
Yeah
I'd rather not fight today, drinking my life away, yeah
Staying up way too late, I'm tеlling you that you can't stay
But you don't wanna listen to the person that I was last week
I'm tryna show you how it еnd but you ain't tryna see, oh

'Cause we both gon' burn (Yeah, yeah)
'Cause we both gon' burn (Oh, oh)
We both gon' burn, oh, oh
We both gon' burn, we both gon' burn
And I don't mind
'Cause I don't see you anymore
I'm killing time behind my door
I know I hurt myself in the worst way
Hurt myself in the worst way again (Yeah, yeah)