Текст песни Lost Again - BarWar feat. Sandman

I didn't wanna wake up, if you weren't by my shoulder
Didn't wanna be myself
Tried to hide my thoughts but they could tell
Slowly learning that you're never getting any younger
Put myself in this shell
Negativity became my clientele

You would never seem to need us
All the damage felt grievous
Memories are so egregious
Try to understand why the worst parts are
Always the ones that stand out
I don't know what that's about
Friends say I'll figure it out
Girls tryna love me for the clout
All of that chasing ain't allowed in my home no more
I went and assessed myself, see why I failed so badly
The first mark wrong was loving you just so god damn madly
I let down the guard on my heart
No thoughts that you'd ever tear me apart
You never left me for good
Coz now I got mental scars

Long nights, I'd lay awake
Hope darkness takes you away
If I could open my head I'd take you out
But old habits are hard to break

I want no recollection of us
Don't wanna be mentally stuck
Between both loving you and hating you
Sweet lies are worse than bitter truths
My phone enables, just gets me screwed
Delete the pics and the numbers too
One by one, they're in a que
I'm next to you, like I'm a Q
Is this the way life goes?
Anytime you get a rise, know there gone be a fall
Used to hate it now I'm saying is there any more?
I be running at my issues, where I used to crawl
Gotta let it drift away like this is Jack and Rose
Ain't gonna throw me off of all the waves that I be on
I'm directing all my feelings in another song
When I'm writing words, I'm really just writing poems

I see an issue miles away, I already know it
Intuition every day, everything is slowing
I gotta look at what I say, with a new perspective
I know that it'll be ok, if I learn to love me yeah