Текст песни Bereave - Before I Turn

I see the moonlight hit her skin as
if trying to shed light on her morbidity
I pretend her eyes are fixated on me but they're fixated on nothing
They're dull and lifeless just like the night itself
But why does it feel like i've lost you long ago?
Why does it feel like this stagnant emotion has carried me forever?
Her pupils getting wider by the seconds
Are getting duller as the reaper beckons her
She lets it in one last breath
And holds it in waiting for death
Try to ignore the pain
We'll never kiss again
We'll never kiss again
Trying to hide my shame
I tell her it's alright
It's just a bad night
Choking as you start to cry
Let me look you in your eyes
Everything around me dies
So darling rest your head
The blood it stings my eyes
And so i watch you die
You deserve eternal peace
But death it comes in trees
First my love
Then my prdide
Then my fucking self
The living life with your heart on a shelf
I've killed my love and my pride
Now i'll kill myslef
I've murdered all the fucking love that i felt
Try to ignore the pain...
Try to ignore the pain
We'll never kiss again
We'll never kiss again
Trying to hide my shame
I tell her it's alright
It's just a bad night
Try to ignore the pain
We'll never kiss again
We'll never kiss again
Trying to hide my shame
I tell her it's alright
It's just a bad night
My love, my mind played tricks on me
My eyes, can't believe what they see
My love, my love don't make a sound
My eyes, they say you're dead on the ground
Try to ignore the pain
We'll never kiss again
We'll never kiss again
Trying to hide my shame
I'll never see you again
Cause i'm a very bad man