Cry For Help

I know you see my pain
I know you see my shame
Every time I run away I end up here again
I hate the way I feel
Can't tell what's fake what's real
Try hard but I can't conceal I'm failing you again

I need you here beside me
I know how many times I let you down
Why can't I do the right thing
Keep making promises that always turn out to be lies

Was all of this in vain
Am I going insane
Every time I run away I end up here again
Can't take these eyes on me, somebody set me free
Try hard but I just don't see, I'm hurting you again

I need you here beside me
I know how many times I let you down
Why can't I do the right thing
Is there a chance I'll find a way back to a better life