Текст песни lost boy - Billy Marchiafava

I'm sorry to be the one to tell you
I'm not doing so good (doing so good)
If you wanna know the truth
This pain is paralyzing and I cannot move
I'll always be that lost boy searching
Tryna find a way to make it all make sense
I don't think I'll ever find my purpose
I don't know

I'm hurted but I'm still sorted
I don't ever wanna be like you
So numb
You're so numb
I never even asked to be human
So numb
You're so numb

And the answers are apparent
I'm a mess (I'm a mess)
My friends keep tryna reach me
Wanna hear me vent
But all I seem to focus on is all this stress (is all this stress)
To be somebody else

I'd rather hold my breath
I don't ever wanna be like you
So numb
You're so numb
I never even asked to be human
So numb
You're so numb

And my mentality is the hardest pill to swallow
And my mentality is the hardest pill to swallow
I am not you
I feel everything
I am not you
I love everything