Текст песни Box Of Razorblades - Birdeatsbaby

I've got a box of razor blades
Hear them shining in the sun
I'm gonna get myself a bullet
Gonna put it in your gun
You're gonna point it to my head, dear
All those pretty things you made me do
I'll cut myself away from here
Getting over you
We've got nothing left to live for
Yeah, you and I are stoned
And you've just got that filthy little smile
To stop me going home
I'm never going home
I've got a box of razor blades
Just like your teeth against my skin
I can see your knives are out, dear
But are they ever going in?
How well'd you think you knew me?
I kept a secret or two
'Cause I've been secretly unfolding
Getting over you
Don't you know that love won't ever be the answer?
Oh, you bring me to my knees
You bring me to my knees
And if we drowned, well, we could drink forever
'Cause sober I just bleed
Sober I just bleed
You know I keep your name tattooed across my shoulders
If I had a way to serve you better, then I would
But I've just gotta keep my distance from your calm composure
I'd lose it if I could
Yeah, I'd lose it if I could
I've got a box of razor blades
Do you think that I would dare
Deaden my life this way
Without a reason or a care?
I just wanted you to know me
I didn't think I'd have to choose
And watch my dreams become a nightmare
I'm never getting over you
Sinking through the silence of your answers
I feel you in my bones
Feel you in my bones
And I could've been your angel of protection
But I'm better off alone
Better off alone
You know I keep your name tattooed across my shoulders
If I had a way to serve you better, then I would
But I've just gotta keep my distance from your calm composure
I'd lose it if I could
Yeah, I'd lose it if I could
Now I'm just so fucking tired
Always having to be strong
If I hadn't been so stubborn
Would I have to prove you wrong?
So I'll just keep my candle burning
A little flame across this sky
I only signed up for a lifetime
So if you love me, let me die