Forgotten land

It will wear off in time, is what they say
If I listen to my heart, it tells me other ways
How deal with the thoughts I have
My mirror, plays blind and deaf

Should I open up, to the world instead
All those waking hours, are spent in bed
What to do, to get some peace of mind
Don't wanne see: "I'd rather go blind"

Memories stay close to you
In the back of your mind, they are all true
With a touch of emotion, they reach your hand
Touching the needs in forgotten land

I've finally recovered, from seeing you again
It's been a long time, can't remember when
Like flash lightning touching my brains
Heaven arrived, but felt very strange

Can someone stop this engine in my head
Can't go on like this until I am dead
To avoid the risk, to make no mistake
Or was it my fault, being too late