Текст песни Headful of Monsters - Blxck Shxggy

Monsters in my head got me feeling like I'm crazy
Monsters in my head got a hold upon my brain meat
Monsters in my head and in my soul, they gon take me
Monsters in my head
Monsters in my head, I'm a goner, got me fading
Blame the alcohol or all the anger from the waiting
Man I'm in a hole, I'm finna fold, I feel em preying
Monsters in my head

Shaggy, man, he
Knowing something bout them monsters
In my head I got em flowing out it's awful
Laid up, woke, ain't no more nappin
They get hella active, when I keep my eyes closed
Deep in sleep they stay reminding me
Of every crappy thing, that ever happened to me
And they point and laugh, while I'll be tossing, turning
Till I wake up sweating, looking over at a pill bottle
I'm in deep regret, I tried act like I'm so apathetic
But I'm haunted by the apparitions from them victims
That I had when I was switching, turned into a killer
From the way the people had me tripping, all the hatred
Spreading like a sickness, flipping it on niggas who ain't even in the thick of it
But still I'm living wicked, not a soul off limits
And I ain't talking bout no Frankenstein
When deep inside my mind, it's a horror story, I'm getting by
Barely, it's really scaring me, how I done went and bent the line
I swore I'd never cross, but I did it, about a million times
Never getting a rewind
Ain't no wonder why I be passing time with these written rhymes
God it's therapeutic, I need it to keep the demons quiet
Anytime they out and about, I can feel my feelings die

Monsters in my head got me feeling like I'm crazy
Monsters in my head got a hold upon my brain meat
Monsters in my head and in my soul, they gon take me
Monsters in my head
Monsters in my head, I'm a goner, got me fading
Blame the alcohol or all the anger from the waiting
Man I'm in a hole, I'm finna fold, I feel em preying
Monsters in my head

Where they even come from
Hell, I think
Up out the sink
Now I got a gun drawn
Now the Bic is out of ink
How'd I let it go wrong
Sitting bleeding at the brink
And loading up another clip
To put inside my former shrink
Tried to kill me in my sleep
I never even got a wink
Instead I crack a bottle and I pour myself another drink
And now my head is hurting, I can't even stand to merely blink
What I gotta do to get em out, I'm feeling outta sync
I find it funny, being raised by Christians
How the world around me made me so submissive
Till I got all twisted, took a nine and gripped it
Thought of merking every prick, that caught me slippin
In my youth, it started with them pricks derisive
And it grew to physics, with a fist and lips split
All because the kid was such a misfit
But since then, I been a monster, licit

Monsters in my head got me feeling like I'm crazy
Monsters in my head got a hold upon my brain meat
Monsters in my head and in my soul, they gon take me
Monsters in my head
Monsters in my head, I'm a goner, got me fading
Blame the alcohol or all the anger from the waiting
Man I'm in a hole, I'm finna fold, I feel em preying
Monsters in my head

Monsters in my head
Got me on a ledge
Living on the edge
But I'm fed
Fulla Judas' bread
God he want me dead
Fulla dread
For the dark I bred
Lyrics that I said
Now I'm walking on a thread
With all these monsters in my head