Текст песни The Sickness Spreads pt.1 - Bornsick

I've got all these thoughts running around this brain
I struggle to separate what's real or insane
The depression never leaves and I struggle everyday
Lost in my mind trippin on my mistakes
I have no self worth and I feel lost in the motion
I'm the smallest fuckin fish in the largest fuckin ocean
I'm insignificant I don't feel like I matter
I'm a sentence in a book; not worth the chapter

My sickness it spreads, it takes over me
The sickness in my head is killing me
I don't want to live with this sickness inside
I just want to live like the sickness has died

I don't want to be violent but I don't know what to do
I'm screaming in the mirror afraid to admit the truth
This fucking misery it's all I've ever known
But I can't fix myself while I fixate on a headstone
I try and I try but it all becomes to much
I pack it all in and call it enough
Suicidal thoughts are back in my brain
I just need to no longer feel this pain

My sickness it spreads, it takes over me
The sickness in my head is killing me
I don't want to live with this sickness inside
I just want to live like the sickness has died
My sickness it spreads, it takes over me
The sickness in my head is killing me
I don't want to live with this sickness inside
I just want to live like the sickness has died