Текст песни Scarlet Plumes (Bonus) [Spheric2015] - Botanist

It's useless now, I'm on this pillow, wow, like Kotatsu how did it get this way?
I'm mainlining all my feelings, I don't recognize this ceiling
Like Jolyne I'm fuckin' peeling
Take a look at my insides, it's dim and grim and fleeting
I'm not looking for a meeting
With a God to stay the steeling of my nerves or jaded speeches
Kill off all the leeches
I don't need companionship, I just need secluded beaches

Seven eyes watching the world turn and burn, this is instrumentality
Get a grip on reality, this is total fatality
And I'm begging for finality, this is my long-winded apology
To Tanner, Hannah and Karley, and Jimmy
And everyone caught up in my ill-fated parlay
I spin webs like Charlotte, I lie like a harlot
Cigarettes are my solace and my blood's a beautiful scarlet
My former self is dead and I'm prone to follow suit
Ror will never make it, cause he's busy with the loot
I'm stuck with Airo, Rav and Bill, but that's okay, I'm cool
These dudes, they get me better than these useless fucking lames
My soul would still be placid if I ended up like Lain
The only thing I'm asking for is a friend to dull the pain
My atoms race excitedly, but I'm cold to touch how sane
I anxiously await another night that abates the pain