i tried

Message every night, for you I stayed up
I'm tryna bring you back to my room, we can lay up
Tell me things about your life, you tell me you need someone there
But to give my heart to someone, I admit I'm scared

I try, and try, and try
I'm tossin' every night, I don't get no sleep
I be getting fucked up 'cause I'm feelin' lonely
Bring your pretty ass and put that pussy on me

I try, and try, and try
I'm tossin' every night, I don't get no sleep
I be getting fucked up 'cause I'm feelin' lonely
Bring your pretty ass and put that pussy on me

So what about it, mama ain't know we had guns inside the house
Y'all ain't never find me home 'cause every summer we was out
In the trap with villains, we was fucking bitches on the couch
So many times I tried to cry but there ain't nuthin' comin' out
I'm switchin' lanes to heal my pain, I gotta find a better route
I'm off the drank, I cannot hang, I'm seein' faces all around
Please call my phone, I hear it rang, I'm still in hell without a doubt
Girl call me home, I hear you screamin
And I been outside in the nighttime with my demons
And everybody steady changin' like the seasons
I talk to God like every night, but I don't see Him
That's why I been lurkin' every night tryna get even

I'm so high in this bitch, man I'm dreamin
I might die in this bitch, I been schemin
Where you at this evenin
Please give me a reason
You can be my beacon
Fucked up every weekend, I won't tell

I try, and try, and try
I'm tossin' every night, I don't get no sleep
I be getting fucked up 'cause I'm feelin' lonely
Bring your pretty ass and put that pussy on me

I try, and try, and try
I'm tossin' every night, I don't get no sleep
I be getting fucked up 'cause I'm feelin' lonely
Bring your pretty ass and put that pussy on me