Limit

I'm in my limit, I'm in my limit
I'm in my limit, I'm in my limit

I'm stuck in my ways, I don't know how to change
I don't know how to cope, I'm too focused on pain
To my vices, I'm chained, I live life with restraints
When I'm nice, I get blamed, now there's ice in my veins

I've been told that I'm cold like the snow in December
Gave gold on my heart, oh wait, no one remembers but me, see
Everything clear now, bullshit's all that I ever hear now
My reputation, they try to smear down
Mad 'cause they live a couple tears down

Here I am with a bunch of grudges
Been played so much, I don't know what love is
Betrayed so much, I don't know what trust is
I'm so done with all that dumb shit
The drama finds me everywhere that I go
Can't tell me shit that I don't already know, bitch

I know I got problems, I'm not ashamed to admit it
Mistake after mistake, it's safe to say I just don't get it
They tell me go to hell like I ain't already in it
I cry out for help, but I hate the sound of crickets

(I'm in my limit, eh, I'm in my limit)
Heart six feet deep, falling deeper by the minute, bitch I'm
(I'm in my limit, eh, I'm in my limit)
But what gives you the right to judge my life when you ain't lived it

I'm in my limit, I'm in my limit
I'm in my limit

God bless all my grudges, people quick to judge, but (they don't know me)
Got all these voices in my head, they talk, but (they don't show me)
Baby, love me like you never loved (no one before me)
Yeah, I'm a fighter, but sometimes I feel so fucking lonely

They trying to break me like I ain't already broken
There's a difference between living and just going through the motions
(Now I'm just cruise)
How much time am I losing being the way I am?
Tryna be somebody, made somebody no one understands

I'm a freak show (show)
Fucking Picasso (so)
Show me the right path, I'll show you the pie hole
Everywhere I go, can't tell me shit that I don't already know, bitch

I know I got problems, I'm not ashamed to admit it
Mistake after mistake, it's safe to say I just don't get it
They tell me go to hell like I ain't already in it
I cry out for help, but I hate the sound of crickets

(I'm in my limit, eh, I'm in my limit)
Heart six feet deep, falling deeper by the minute, bitch I'm
(I'm in my limit, eh, I'm in my limit)
But what gives you the right to judge my life when you ain't lived it

I'm in my limit, I'm in my limit, eh
I'm in my limit, I'm in my limit, eh

I'm in my limit, I'm in my limit
I'm in my limit, I'm in my limit
I'm in my limit