Текст песни Again - Break the Silence

I wish I had it in my hand
I want to feel the life again
I wish I had it in my hand
I want to feel the life again

I hate the fact
That I feel lonely
Why do I choose the things
That haunt me
Always fighting
With my conscience
Never find another option

If only someone
Would've told me
Maybe that's why I'm Controlling
Told myself
Promise this one thing
Always see who you're
Becoming

I wish I had it in my hand
I want to feel the life again
If only we could take a chance
And finally get out
This land

Got all this doubt
Can't live without
I try to explain
But I'm trapped in a cage
Of my own will
It's the hardest to kill
Just numb the pain
I got nothing to gain

Do you feel trapped
In the cycle
And your mind is suicidal
Fighting for survival
Life is going in a spiral

I wish I had it in my hand
I want to feel the life again
If only we could take a chance
And finally get out
This land