Catharsis

Good evening passengers
This is not your captain speaking
As I saw him jump
And then change his mind about joining all the formally dressed
Bodies deep underground
It's okay
As I'll try my best
To keep this sinking feeling afloat

Now don't get me wrong
There's no healing in feeding this non-medical
In habitual ritual of lacking sleep
Good natural sleep
Salt winds may sting my eyes as a pull this ship with pride and fail in every way so
Maybe its my time

To fall prey to over analyses
To litigate my insufficiency's
To step in the somniferous man and become the only
Manic zealot whose all round jealous of the man he thought he used to be
And these winds grow cold
As the tepid night grows old
And yet I can't walk away from this
It hurts
And yet i cannot walk away
To fall prey to over analysis
To litigate my insufficiency's
To step in the somniferous man and become the
Man holding on for every sight, for a song not yet his
I am the initiate
The great foul burden
Proud and arrogant
To divulge
I feel my gut
Stage its mutiny
It hurts
And yet I cannot walk away

Oh no, I can't walk away

Oh no, I can't walk away

Oh no, I can't walk away

Oh no, I can't walk away
I'll sail set sail
Sail away from this
The course mundane
Be more caution less
It's all the same
When you sail a strain
And yet Avail, ave
My age of strife
A generous serve
To calm my mind
So walk away to a better day
And it sails, it sails
Sail away from this
The course mundane
Be more caution less
It's all the same
When you sail a strain
And yet avail, ave
This age of strife
A generous serve
To calm my mind
So walk away to a better day
It's all the same
When we sail the strain
It's all insane
Walk away

The bow begins to break and salt begin to stick
My hands are goddamn heavy and my legs are out of luck
It's the same
He told me to be happy
He told me to always think
The night is always darkest, right when it sinks, pull the ship

You gotta pull the ship
You gotta keep on moving
You gotta pull the ship
You gotta keep on moving away

Please just let me
Please just let me
Please just let me
Runaway
I'll forsake it all and runaway

Consummate the sickening
Altercate the Ritalin diet
Breakaway the bittering
Internal dialog dialog
Forge your meaning
Forge your meaning, friend and
Cut your ties
Don't hold moralities cancer
Do it runaway
Give up sanity, runaway
Do it runaway
Give up sanity, runaway
Do it runaway
Give up sanity, runaway
Do it runaway
Give up sanity, runaway
Do it runaway
Give up sanity, runaway
Do it runaway
Give up sanity, runaway
Do
Run

True like the runaway, meta modernist, trials that splay when you face your lies
Sickening him, reckoning him, like a morbid valgus bone
Pull the ship, pull yourself, glory be your muse
Sickening, reckoning
The irony is the only way I can
Care
About
Anything
Anymore
I'm in pain and I don't mind
I'm in pain and I don't mind
I'm in pain and I don't mind
I'm in pain and I don't mind
I'm in pain and I don't mind
I'm in pain and I don't mind
I'm in pain and I don't mind

And i'll learn
How to live a life so strong and i'll breathe and let go
For i believe I'm the Inshallah
But I'm God on my own.
And moderate in modicums Camus son
It's all the same but you know you've won
So moderate in modicums Camus son
It's all insane but you're the one
You're the one
You're the one
You're the one

Though we've lost mothers and daughters
Friends, fathers and sons
Along the way
It's ephemeral at best and when it comes to your death will you look in on
And be headstrong and ask
Do I deserve to be here?
Where were you when found your heart in you hands
When they left alone and when you couldn't stand on you own
Pulling you ship through the sand
Where were you?
Will you walk on out?
Where you?
When it came about
Where were you?
When you were full of doubt
Where were you?
Where were you?
Where were you?

Where were you when your all fell apart?
Were you present?
Was it yours?
In my auspicious rage and my unsightly accord
I'm an insufficient all derange and all together all insane
But it was mine for just one moment
I say now
Where were you when your life fell apart?
Were you present?
Did you learn?
It's how we live

How we die
How we feel
But how we walk on
To fuel the zeal
To be the better man, help hinder to understand
You were broken at the seams
As it seems

So go hold on let it all fade away
As you know it's all a dream
Gotta be the better man and let it hinder to understand
You were broken at the seams
As it seems
Where were you when you life fell apart?
Where you there when it counted and learned?
It's how we live