Текст песни I Need Better - Brenden

I just recovered from strep throat and bronchitis
Performing with my soul leaving my lungs on the floor it′s alright it's
All good, and I got some hoes I deleted from my phone now
They text me like, "How′s your music now?" Delivered
Then they like, "You doing shows, wow?" Delivered
I don't really answer texts, unreads like 400
400 percent is what I give to this shit, I'm all on it
Seems like yesterday I was wack as shit now today, killing shit, intelligent, I know
Look I′m grown, you′s a bitch
I know I'm an angry nigga, I′m entitled nigga
I don't got no fucking skittle head you ain′t fucking sign me nigga
Fuck that I'll start a label
I′m tired of seeing everybody eat at the table, when my raps make the whole room go unstable
I'm more than able, to go from a little nigga with a passion
From homeless, to taking a bashing from everybody
I get the pen just prove something, boy that would really be something!

I got things on my mind, yeah and I don't think I got time, yeah
I act like I′m just fine, yeah, but I need better sometimes
I need better, I need better, I need better sometimes
I need better, I need better, I need better sometimes
I need better, I need better, I need better sometimes
I need better, I need better, I need better sometimes

I look back now and maybe who I am now is good for me
It′s true. Soft niggas bleed first, please read my eulogy
I'm grown now, I′ll never let myself be hurt now, and I'll never let myself be dirt now
Check the message
I paid a brick for some exposure, thought I wrote a hit, it didn′t hit
You could keep the lesson I'm bitter now
Maybe I should stop in my tracks before I derail
Delete my IG and all my tracks, change my bio
Or maybe I should blame a troll for this mental toll of insecurity, incompetence, but no, I′m confident
I take this anger, and this passion, and this rage
I fill a page, I scream a little you feel my pain, I go insane for this dream
I practice persistence, you inconsistent, and I'm different
Try to figure me out through these bars, you'll put yourself in prison
Life is hard when you an artist, and influential
If you cross me end up as material

I got things on my mind, yeah and I don′t think I got time, yeah
I act like I′m just fine, yeah, but I need better sometimes
I need better, I need better, I need better sometimes
I need better, I need better, I need better sometimes
I need better, I need better, I need better sometimes
I need better, I need better, I need better sometimes