Brenden - I Need Better текст песни

I just recovered from strep throat and bronchitis

Performing with my soul leaving my lungs on the floor it′s alright it's

All good, and I got some hoes I deleted from my phone now

They text me like, "How′s your music now?" Delivered

Then they like, "You doing shows, wow?" Delivered

I don't really answer texts, unreads like 400

400 percent is what I give to this shit, I'm all on it

Seems like yesterday I was wack as shit now today, killing shit, intelligent, I know

Look I′m grown, you′s a bitch

I know I'm an angry nigga, I′m entitled nigga

I don't got no fucking skittle head you ain′t fucking sign me nigga

Fuck that I'll start a label

I′m tired of seeing everybody eat at the table, when my raps make the whole room go unstable

I'm more than able, to go from a little nigga with a passion

From homeless, to taking a bashing from everybody

I get the pen just prove something, boy that would really be something!

I got things on my mind, yeah and I don't think I got time, yeah

I act like I′m just fine, yeah, but I need better sometimes

I need better, I need better, I need better sometimes

I look back now and maybe who I am now is good for me

It′s true. Soft niggas bleed first, please read my eulogy

I'm grown now, I′ll never let myself be hurt now, and I'll never let myself be dirt now

Check the message

I paid a brick for some exposure, thought I wrote a hit, it didn′t hit

You could keep the lesson I'm bitter now

Maybe I should stop in my tracks before I derail

Delete my IG and all my tracks, change my bio

Or maybe I should blame a troll for this mental toll of insecurity, incompetence, but no, I′m confident

I take this anger, and this passion, and this rage

I fill a page, I scream a little you feel my pain, I go insane for this dream

I practice persistence, you inconsistent, and I'm different

Try to figure me out through these bars, you'll put yourself in prison

Life is hard when you an artist, and influential

If you cross me end up as material

I got things on my mind, yeah and I don′t think I got time, yeah

I act like I′m just fine, yeah, but I need better sometimes

I need better, I need better, I need better sometimes

Brenden
I Need Better