Текст песни Mirror Talk - Brian Xavier

How much longer do I have?
Before it hits me and I crash
I have this image in my head
Where I put a gun to it
And I'm dead

Nothin' round me seems normal
Infatuated with the idea of tourin'
Always had these dreams but wondered if I could afford em
Can I afford em, no

At this point I wanna feel ok
My brothas think I'm strong but I'm not ok
Losin' my fuckin' mind
While I'm tryna change my fuckin' life

I'm angry at the world but more angry at myself
My boys don't understand how I have so much guilt
Put so much pressure on myself
Because I know no one else is gone make these dreams real

No one knows how I really feel
Had to watch my mom lose her soul for real
Remember those blank eyes that gave me chills
Remember the time she almost swallowed those pills

I live every day with a gun to my head
Try to keep faith that one day it won't be there
I know I told you, I don't care
Lyin' to no one else but the man in the mirror

What if I told you I wanna OD?
What if I told you keep me away from weed?
Keep myself numb when I smoke that tree
No wonder why everyone leaves
Leaves me

I lost myself
Over the years
Convinced myself, that I'm someone else
To hold back these tears

Live every day with a gun to my head
Try to keep faith that one day it won't be there
I know I told you, I don't care
Lyin' to no one else but the man in the mirror

I live everyday with a gun to my head
Hope that day doesn't come where I end up dead
Don't wanna be a burden to my friends
Maybe by not sayin' something I already am

I live every day with a gun to my head
Try to keep faith that one day it won't be there
I know I told you, I don't care
Lyin' to no one else but the man in the mirror

Whoa, yeah
Love the man in the mirror, yeah