Текст песни Lost & Found - Broski

I gave everything up
Just to be with you
I felt loved for once
Now I screwed up my stunts
They say people come and people go
But in my case, I always return solo
I always end up in a horrible fight
That destroys any friendship at sight
Guess no one is there for me tonight
While I cry myself to sleep
And sell myself for cheap
Because all I really need
Is someone that holds me tight
And keeps me company for a night
A friendship is all I wish
But instead, i am taking the fucking piss
It's not easy to live
With something you were born with
That keeps haunting you down
Forever for eternity until you go down
Something deep inside
That destroys your social pride
And you always have to apologize
For something people don't realize

Everyone let me down
I feel so cold
Buried through the dirt
I am about to unfold
I couldn't control
This disorder in me
I lost everyone now

I am lost & found
I am lost & found
I am lost & found

Why does no one understand me
For who I am
Instead of blaming me
On stuff that I can't comprehend
I am different than you
Just admit that its true
It's not an fucking excuse
If I say I have difficulties with you
Let me make this clear
Cuz I fucking swear
That my autistic behavior
Is taking me back
To the playground
Where I got bullied and wrecked
I know that you want to help me
But don't blame me on who I am
Instead don't be angry
About calling you a fucking man
It was a mistake that you just take
To take advantage of this fight you make
You asked my opinion, you pushed me to the limit
I had no stop sign to consider
You were just asking and begging for my answer
While I said I won't tell ya
But you didn't gave up did you bitch
You're trying to make me act like a snitch
I was trying to help you, you fucking suck
I saw you cry you filthy fuck
About that coke abuse that you're girlfriend knew
I don't care what she's going through
You only wanted to get me punished, don't you
It's all becoming clear
You didn't care about me dear
I knew about her relationship all along
I knew it was going downhill like this song
But she wanted to tell you it alone
But you pushed me to my core
So this is all your own fault whore
I don't care if you try to make up for that action
I have no affection
No lack of tension
Just forgetting
All that shit you kept me dealed with
So now I fucking said it
I rather be alone than dealing with that shit
So go back to yo fake ass ho
And leave me out of your stupid puppet show
So let go of my hand
I rather have no friend
Than being used like what you intend
But I feel so cold
I wish someone could just fucking hold
Me for one night alone
So i can not be alone
Cuz this is just sad
I want to go home

Everyone let me down
I feel so cold
Buried through the dirt
I am about to unfold
I couldn't control
This disorder in me
I lost everyone now

I am lost & found
I am lost & found
I am lost & found
Oeeeh-oeeeh
Oeeeh

I want to give it all up
Just to fall apart
Just to fall apart
Just to fall apart
I want to give it all up
Just to have a new start
Just to have a new start
Just to have a new start

I am lost in this bin
Full of Sin
Lost in this cage
Waiting for the next page
But nothing came
I just stayed the same
And all i hope
Is for this to change
And in exchange
Of not feeling hopeless
And fake
So for god sake
Give me the fucking tools to fucking break
This barrier cuz i don't wanna be
This mistake, I want to acceptable in life again
(Aaaah)
Just let me out of this plane
I know that this is just all the same
But you know that i don't want to be
This vain

Everyone let me down
I feel so cold
Buried through the dirt
I am about to unfold
I couldn't control
This disorder in me
I lost everyone now
I am lost & found
(I am Oooh-ooh)
I am lost & found

I am lost & found
I am lost & found
(oeeeh-oeeeh)
I am lost and