Текст песни HopelessEndeavors - Bvm Bxy

I been living life and I'll admit it
I ain't never living right
To my left grab the pipe spark it up
I jus want to feel alright
Not a night goes by where I'm not dreaming of the sight of your eyes
Sleep deprived I'm hypnotized
Put me to rest with one last slice
I don't stand a chance to face my frights
Even if I had the will to fight
Swear I can never do no right

Damn right
Never thought it would turn out like this
Tonight
Imma say fuck it and drop this shit

Are you alright that's what they ask
Do you give a fuck I question back
I'm thinking back to the times we used to laugh
Now I'm always mad you fucked up I don't trust that
Don't you see what I'm getting at of course not
You as persistent as ever that's why I endeavor your heart
But you fail to see who you are
I see it clear even in the dark
I feel it near when I'm in your arms
From the shadow you cast call it dark art
Hide away in my camouflage that's Carhartt
I don't even know who I am anymore
Watch you break down while tears fall too the floor
I'm fucking out and I'm slamming the door

Damn right
Never thought it would turn out like this
Tonight
Imma say fuck it and drop this shit