Wide Awake

I feel the cold setting in
I feel the goosebumps all over my skin
I start to fear the worst, I'm feeling so alone
I shouldn't feel like this in my own home

Feels like my teeth are falling out
From all the gibberish that's been pouring out my mouth
What was I thinking? What was I doing with that MILF?
My chin's exhausted, man, it was time for a filth, and it's

Not a good way to start the day
I know it's done me no good
I don't wanna face the world
But I know I should
Tell myself I won't do it again
But I know I will be
Lying in my bed, my thoughts racing
Like they always have been

Like they always will be

Like they always have been

Like they always will be

And I feel that chill back in the air
Though I can't see no one, I feel their stares
They've sussed me out, my name, know everything I've done
And this could be our secret if they just don't tell no one, and it's

Not a good way to start the day
I know it's done me no good
I don't wanna face the world
But I know I should
Tell myself I won't do it again
But I know I will be
Lying in my bed, my thoughts racing
Like they always have been
Like they always will be

Like they always have been
Like they always will be

Like they always have been

And the sun's gone down, I'd love it to rise
Lets me know that I've survived
Every noise runs down my spine
Keep the clock to check the time
I need to talk, need conversation
Rack my brains for explanations
Need you here just holding me
Shield me so they'll leave me be

But that's the way I'll always be
And that's the way it's always been
And that's the way we'll always be

Not a good way to start the day
I know it's done me no good
I don't wanna face the world
But I know I should
Tell myself I won't do it again
But I know I will be
Lying in my bed, my thoughts racing
Like they always have been

Not a good way to start the day
I know it's done me no good
I don't wanna face the world
But I know I should
Tell myself I won't do it again
But I know I will be
Lying in my bed, my thoughts racing
Like they always have been
Like they always will be

Like they always have been
Like they always will be