Текст песни Life Is an Illusion (feat. The Only Leo) - CADENCE BLVCK

Yeah, yeah
Ayy Man I been feeling kinda rough lately
Hate myself a couple times daily
I guess I'm strong cause I'm alive mainly
But still, might fuck around and lose my mind maybe
Mentally, spiritually I think I'm kinda f$$ked and
I just wanna go outside and scream a couple times then
Feel a lil better before it's starts hurt again cause
I never dealt with my s$$t, I have it in a bottle
That s$$t about to break my anger finna tear up and
I don't know what to be doing so I'm doing this s$$t
This like a diary the difference is I read it for you
Now Let's be honest all my life I pulled myself towards you
I got dreams that have dreams so they come before you
I think it's time
That I woke up and did what I'm supposed to
A different life I'm tryna live so never say you know me
You ain't believe in me my niqqa don't you say you for me
My lifes devotion now I know you know this shit important
"Man I think need change is the song
"they had to know that we can really rap"
"Yeah I hear all that dawg but there this other song
I want you to rap on"
"No Niggga I really wanna make a song right now"
"you still want me to rap??"
Yeah
Subsequently we rose the bar high
Of the dime I really got to the bar high
See the cycle is the same
Tryna numb the pain
Ever since my daddy left
Nothing ever was the same no
Took some time to introspect and life is a nuisance
View my life in retrospect but really it's useless
Vividly proves to you that my past blur
Timidly I tell myself that I don't fear
Persevere with a purpose 'long as I'm here
Man my momma can't suffer while I'm still here
I'll make certain to make heaven while we still here
Yeah
On God