Текст песни losing streak - CRVIG , hovis

Can't love myself (But I want it)
I need help (To be honest)
It's a problem I can't deal with
Wish that I just couldn't feel at all
And if I fall, hope I land on my feet
Then maybe I'll break this losing streak

'Cause each day it's the same thing
Walk into the function, I know everybody hate me
And I can't lie, it's made me crazy
I've been thinkin' 'bout "what will it be like when I'm 6 feet deep?"
Just let me sleep
I see heaven in my reach
Tryna do it for the kids feelin' just like me
Beggin' on my knees
Lord, help me please
'Cause each day it's the same thing

And I no longer feel okay in this skin
I tried to channel all my feelings that were way deep within, oh
And please don't try to go spin a different narrative that I'm pushing
Who are you to kid, whoa
Maybe I was naive
Maybe I thought everything around me was way too bleak
Maybe blood wasn't enough, I need to go get some sleep
Maybe if I put my head above the water, I'll breathe, yeah

'Cause each day it's the same thing
Walk into the function, I know everybody hate me
And I can't lie, it's made me crazy
I've been thinkin' 'bout "what will it be like when I'm 6 feet deep?"
Just let me sleep
I see heaven in my reach
Tryna do it for the kids feelin' just like me
Beggin' on my knees
Lord, help me please
'Cause each day it's the same thing

I can't front, I've been feelin' out of luck
I feel like Angelus, I'm running out of love
I tried to get into the optimists club
But I didn't think they'd let me in