Текст песни VENTING - CXRPSE

Feel like i been up for too long
Demons tryna tell me do wrong
Looking dirty like a cube bong
Boss fight im feeling too strong
People got my brain feeling lesser
Shouldve killed myself up in the desert
Everyday surrounded by the pressure
I will not submit to you, never
My therapist made me feel worse
Medications make my brain hurt
Now im not on even playing turf
Wanna put myself under the dirt
I was good until i fucking relapsed
Yeah i changed but they would never see that
I never asked to fucking be sad
Cuz of anxiety i gotta react
All the stress been fucking me up
Ion like weed fuck a re-up
I dont like me i fucking need love
Fuck hygiene i need to clean up
I dont even wanna get out of bed
I wanna put a bullet in my head
Somedays i think im better off dead
And fuck all of these meds
I cant even say whats in my brain
Waking up and every day the same
Ultimately who is there to blame
Me cuz i will never ever change