Make You Proud

Wondering if I should put your number in
And give you a call
But a voice in my head keep telling me be real
You know she don't miss you at all
I knew about love and the risk it involved
And how most people end up empty and lost
But I thought about every single bridge that we crossed
And I just couldn't picture you kicking me off
But you did
I miss what it was
Can't take what it is
We was supposed to have kids
And you told me if it ended
We would still stay friends
But I guess that depends
On if you got a man
And you always got a man
You can't never be alone
Using everybody up until everything gone
And I know you got a problem with never being wrong
So even when you're wrong
You gon tell me it's
You gon tell me it's my fault and put the blame on me
Leave and pretend you ain't lonely
Someday I'll see all the shit you ain't shown me
From somebody else who intentions ain't phony
I'm pouring up liquor and I sip it down slowly
And keep on drinking til I forget about you mostly
I failed every person that I ever held closely
But bae when I failed you it felt like it broke me
Cuz all I ever wanted was to make you proud

Never really even had a chance
Probably coulda got you to stay
If you let a nigga know in advance
I never got to say goodbye
My heart still in your hands
I know I need to let you go
Cuz you ain't gon let me in