What It's Like

There's always somebody mad at how I'm living
That's gon be a given
But I can't give them nothing but a lack of my attention
I been active in the gym but no matter what I been lifting
There's still a long list of things I haven't reconditioned yet
The fact I'm still spitting is my biggest flex
They would've quit in my position
Probably why they still position-less
This ain't even nothing for the album it was just a test to see if I'm still him
As it turns out I am damn
I should've known
I ain't never met a bitch that look as good as how I feel when I'm alone
And I ain't never had the type friends that stayed throughout a lifespan
And stand right beside you even when you in the wrong
But I ain't tripping
If I call my big brothers they gon slide like they playing trombones
Ain't no way I can be this great and stay this unknown
Was something that I used to say
But some get their credit someday and some don't
Man to man they can't hold me better tell em run zone
Momma put out the crib at 18
Ain't have nowhere else to go
But all I know is I ain't never run home
Treated every struggle like stepping on stones
Getting loaded with the bros making songs was the best times
But I done took it up a whole nother echelon
I still be wishing that this life was a test run
So I could get another chance at some things
But I know I won't get one
Happy where I'm at though
I just need my next year better than the past four
Trynna keep my people all protected like a passcode
And be the one to bring them everything they ever ask for
I act so humble in my head I know I'm great
I am not a rapper you could ever overrate
Got it out the desert
Like I graduated straight up out of Arizona state
If you don't get it by now you prolly never gon relate

You ain't never had to find a way to carry on while carrying a heavy load of weight
Or ever had to carry out a plan while they saying that you can't
And even though they care about you you know they don't understand
What it's like
Cuz they ain't never live your life
Shine harder every time somebody try to dim my light
Best advice I ever got was never get a vice
And fuck the recommended price