Текст песни Still Dark Tho - Call Me Ace

Sometimes even I don't know what's in my mind
Nonetheless, I try to follow these signs
Where's the exit?
Feel like I'm driving blind, I need a second
To go and rub my eyes
Tears and Visine run down my face
No longer hotboxing my pain 'til I'm stone in the face
I gotta man up today, but ain't got nothing to say
Well, nothing positive anyway
I bottled it up inside, I might blow up in any day
This bloody red water is substituting for Henny Lee
High-grade thoughts, I substitute 'em for Mary Jane
Getting pushed to the edge, still growing in every way
I'm tempted to break it all down
Break down their buildings before I really start breaking down
The slur of my speech, well, I proceed to be breaking down
The reasons why we was wronged, I swear I ain't mean no harm
Yet still I'm the bad guy, could never get nothing right
I gave my life to Christ, I thought I always would be the light

But my heart feel dark though
My mind so dark though
My lips still dark though
My skin still dark though
My heart feel dark though
My mind so dark though
I thought that things would change
True now everything stayed the same
My heart feel dark though
My skin still dark though
My mind so dark though
My lips still dark though
My heart feel dark though
My mind so dark though

I'm seeing people live the life that I had lived when I was 19
I've been tryna unlearn the bad and build good hygiene
Ingrained habits deeper than the belief of a Pisces
Seen a lot of things, ain't really much that could surprise me
Seen the same people in my faith demoralize me
Coworkers call me bro, behind my back though they despise me
I'm close to backsliding, backhands, please don't try me
Try me, really just a soul that's tryna hold up its omen
You know this, internal moaners got me roaming
Man, hard to stay focused, I'm losing devotional desire
Who knows if I'm growing a broken up soul
With golden guards up, ain't tryna stay open
Don't get exposed, watch the polos come charging like Romans
Won't sell you a Trojan but will screw you without no emotions
I ain't living for the moment, ain't about no omens
I'm just tryna fortify a fortress, get my thoughts assorted

I know I'm called to be the light
But my heart feel dark though
My mind so dark though
My lips still dark though
My skin still dark though
My heart feel dark though
My mind so dark though
I thought that things would change
True now everything stayed the same
My heart feel dark though
My skin still dark though
My mind so dark though
My lips still dark though
My heart feel dark though
My mind so dark though

Family of a Georgia man is asking for justice
More than two months after he was shot and killed
No one has been arrested or charged in
The death of 25-year-old Ahmaud Arbery
Cities across the United States remain
In a state of high tension tonight
As the country braces itself for another wave
Of protests over the death of George Floyd
The unarmed Mr. Floyd, he was black, died in Minneapolis
After being pinned to the ground by a white police officer
He was the latest in a string of African-
American men to die through police action
Gonna turn now to that confrontation that was
Caught on camera, sparking outrage overnight
A white woman calling the police after a black man
Says he asked her to leash her dog in Central Park
TJ Holmes joins us with what they're both saying this morning
Good morning, TJ
Rallies across this country, they are shouting another name as well
Breonna Taylor, who would have turned 27 today
Back in March, she was shot eight times
While she slept in her bed in Louisville
The protesters across this country demanding "Say her name"
I can't be a pessimist, because I'm alive
To be a pessimist means that you have agreed
That human life is an academic matter
So I'm forced to be an optimist
I'm forced to believe that we can survive whatever we must survive