Текст песни Better Alone - Call Me Karizma

All my peers are gone. Been a couple years and I'm trying to gain a couple back. "Good luck"
Every feeling's lost. Trying not to be involved in hoping because I know it's bad to trust
Crash and burn searching for an answerer. Every single question that I have won't or can't occur
Call up my manager, talking on the phone, like
"What if I don't make it or fall off or all my shows are underselling or no one's rocking all my clothes?"
No one's gonna listen to my songs when I'm a nobody
"Oh buddy you're fine. You're gonna be-be-be somebody this time!"
How to get high when you feel so low
Want to feel warm but the world's so cold
Maybe I'm better off on my own x2
Saying goodbye but I don't want to go
Life's so fast but the bad days slow
Maybe it's better that I'm alone x2
They say that it's all in my head
But why's it stay when awake and I crawl out of bed?
I haven't ate a good mean in a while when I'm fed
I guess I'd rather eat the this bullet and try swallowing lead
My grandma just died now my Mom is a mess
As strong as she is, she couldn't take the loss of her kin
I want to be the kid that helps her to get out of the pit
But I'm buried by embarrassment of talking of it
Now everyday's sad. Feel like I want to quit
Promise me this, life's gonna go on after this
Right?
"Right. Oh buddy you're fine. You're gonna be-be-be somebody this time!"
Raindrops keep falling
Angels keep calling
The pain won't turn off
And I don't know what to do
Maybe it's a sign that I'm a different kind
Ha, Oh fuck it I'm fine. I'm gonna be-be-be somebody this time!
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