Текст песни Demons - Calvary Dominique

Oh ay ay ay ay oh ay oh ay oh
Somebody say
Ay oh ay oh ay oh ay oy ay oh ay oh

If I have a plan, yeah, best believe I'll execute
If you're in my way, best believe I'll execute
All of you snakes get out my way
Ain't gotta give you the time of the day
I know who I belong to so I don't have time to say hey
Workaholic, dreamaholic (yah)
Eyes darting in and out (yah)
Heart keeps heading south
Who am I dreaming for?
My demons are keeping score
Anger is sadness with fangs (aye)
Hope is passion with wings (ya)
Time to pull out my wings
Or maybe to hide in the shadows
Or sell my soul to the gallows
I burn bridges and destroy them
I'll kill phonies and unemploy them
I'm sorry, who are you?
I actually think I forgot, we haven't talked in a year, but now you're calling me up, nah, son stop
I'm a kid but I'm a killer
I'm a saint and I'm a sinner
I be having convos with my demons like it's Sunday family dinner (uh)
Just give me space to find myself
Just give me space to find my wealth
I need to know who I am before I love anyone else
I know I'm such a tool, but I am not though and I mean it, can't you see that that's defeatist?
But I can't even see my reflection, I just go through these motions and vent in these sessions
Hoping these songs might change things and ease the freaking tension
They said things would get better with time, but they lied tho
Time has just made things worse, oh my gosh bro
Trying to keep my head in the clouds, but my heart is low
I can't even think straight, I'm just crying, really tho
I truly feel like I'm dying
If I ever saw the man in the mirror somewhere in the street
I would shoot him point blank with the gun that I don't have
Mama didn't raise no fool, but I guess mama done went and raised a cruel one
I don't even know what I'm doing son
I don't know, I don't even know what I'm saying
I don't even know, I can't even find my way
I'm not what you think I am
I'm not what I think I am
I'm a complete mess and a sham
Get away from me
I don't deserve you
I deserve no one
I don't even deserve to breathe
No one to hear my side of the story
Only there to give you glory
No one to cry for me
Take away your prayers for me
I belong with myself
I deserve no one else
Sadness is stalking me
Forgive me for my honesty
I don't even know where to start
Forgive me for falling apart
It's all I do now, somebody call the cops
There's nowhere I can call home
I've destroyed all that I own
Get away from me
You deserve much more than me
I need to run away
I need to get away
I hate what I've become
I bet you love what you've become
I don't recognize me
I think God has gone away from me
I wouldn't blame the guy
I've told too many lies
I'm fed up with myself
I need to fix my mental health
I'm more unstable than this shelf
I can't even feel my hands
Can't even see or stand
Get the hell away from me
I'm corrupting your sanity
I can't breathe or swim
I'm engulfed by all this sin
I'm engulfed by all my fear
Get away from here
I said get away from here
I can't even breathe you see
Anxiety has taken over me
This project will flop
Just like my mental health
Get away from me
Why are you still here?
You can't possibly care
No one ever did
They all ran and hid
You can't see my skeletons
Oh wait, you already have
Then why are you here
Don't you even fear
That I'll destroy you too
That's just what I do...