Текст песни Diphtheria - Captivate

No one told me I'd be everything you hate, something to look down on
Outgrown and desolate Combine all the anesthetic, you can't cure consensu
This infection has overthrown even your best of senses
This is fucked up, and you know it, holding me accountable for things
I'd never dream of and you need to
Show it
The truth, and the way you looked at me when you said forever
Took my shell, crushed my insides and hoped to dismember, my thoughts
And everything I hoped to
Remember, inside this cold house in this damn fucking weather, left to wonder why we are this way
It must've been the disease that claimed your heart that very day

Unaware, that it has, taken hostage (Of my insides)
I climb the ladder to find what shouldn't matter, too find some insight (As to what has happened)
My body's burning, mind is melting, can't control my senses
There is no way to help myself, drowning in your so called help
I can't find the words to say to you, all I think of is, "Oh, fuck you too"
So don't come to me with your disease
You will do nothing but displease, everyone and everything
Surrounding and drowning, in your illness, cleanse the sickness
Go to impress, 12 false witnesses

I won't come to you, you won't come to me, so how am I supposed to be relieved
I won't come to you, you won't come on me

How am I supposed to be, free from your enormity
How am I supposed to be, free from your judgment that's always destroying me
Don't come to me with your excuses, I don't care where your proof is
You can't justify your actions
They said you could live without consequences
The only person you care about is yourself, fucked up and placed back on the storage shelf

The shit you spew from your mouth, will rot you inside out
You're filled with cancer, and it's so, obvious
Words only dance around your ears to make statements

There is no way to help myself, drowning in your so called help
I can't find the words to say to you, all I think of is, "Oh, fuck you too"
So don't come to me with your disease, you will do nothing
But displease, everyone and everything
Surrounding and drowning, in your illness, cleanse the sickness
Go to impress, 12 false witnesses

Scared to grow old, but I'd hate to die young
Terrified of the people who I am among
So I want you to tell the truth
Stop this lying, you think we don't see through you