Amnesia (134 BPM)

I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss, how it felt, the way you tasted
And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine (Fine, fine)
Are you somewhere feeling lonely, even though he's right beside you?
When he says those words that hurt you
Do you read the ones I wrote you?
Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
Like the dreams you left behind, you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all

All the pictures that you sent me, they're still living in my phone
I love them and I like to see them, but every day I feel alone
And all my friends keep asking why I'm
Not around (Not around, not around)
It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you moved on
It's hard to hear your name, never having seen your lips for so long
It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?
If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
Like the dreams you left behind, you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all

Every day I wake up with you right beside me
But all of this was just, just a dream
I'll hold you closer than I ever did before
But you'll never slip away, and you'll never hear me say

I remember the day you told me you were leaving
I remember the make-up running down your face
Like the dreams you left behind, you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all

No, I'm really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
'Cause I'm really not fine at all