Tourist

Are you free tonight to see the city lights?

Blew my speakers last night tryna forget the world
Lost sight of the light I couldn't live without knowing I was running toward
I took a walk in the pitch dark to soak it into my spine
I used to be indestructible, but I'm just not tonight

Some of these days I just pretend
That I'm a tourist in a city I've never been
Make it all make sense
Lately I'm a tourist in my own skin
I just wanna go home

I tried packing my things and running away
I tried sitting still and lying awake
Ready for a change again
Ready for the rain to bring me anywhere but here
I was never meant to stay

Some of these days I just pretend
That I'm a tourist in a city I've never been
Make it all make sense
Lately I'm a tourist in my own skin
I just wanna go home
But I already am home
And I don't wanna be alone anymore

Are you free tonight to see the city lights turn on?
Restore a little part of myself
Are you free tonight to see the city lights turn on?
Restore a little part of myself
Are you free tonight?

Some of these days I just pretend
That I'm a tourist in a city I've never been
Make it all make sense
Lately I'm a tourist in my own skin
I just wanna go home
But I already am home
And I don't wanna be alone anymore
I don't wanna be alone anymore