Текст песни SL6 - Carlfidence feat. Verity

What does it mean to go through
All of the things that you can't do
And keep things inside of your mind
Never say a word without attempting an event of reconcile

I experience joy when I write these
I experience love when it's nightly
I'm making my cuts I'm Spike Lee
I don't need much else just lo-fi
Distract myself with the cold wine
Gay nigga trying to fuck with the coal mine
He don't want to get close to the o-nine
I need put a little closure to o-nine
I need put a little closure to old times
Little bro came through in like o-five
You a gift to this world that's on God
I'm a tell you do the thing to make your soul shine
16 years old got first blood
And a girl from Brazil was my first crush
Trying to take this experience and learn something
Trying to take this experience and do right
Only thing to do now is get the mood right
And the best time to do it's in the moonlight
I be up at night on the Blue mic
I can't really trust no body
At the end of the day who got me
I was down on my ass on concrete
Things could've went left could've shot me
Right now is an emotional rehab
Get it tatted on my chest says keep back
In this life I have one hard key fact
My joy is my money I'll eat that
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I don't got shit to prove when the beat slaps
I'm just looking for God where he be at

What does it mean to go through
All of the things that you can't do
And keep things inside of your mind
Never say a word without attempting an event of reconcile

I experience joy when I write these
I experience more when I'm like me
But the time flying by at light speed
Is when I lose myself it excites me
I don't need much else just don't die
Used to cross that border at Otay
I would hand out water to the whole tribe
To the niñitas or the old guys
Need to put a lil closure to o-nine
Need to put a lil closure to old times
So we turned our room to a whole vibe
Little bedroom studio full size
Seventeen years old our first blunt
And them white girls there love to twerk something
It's why I love the white girls they be turned up
Only thing to do now as of tonight
Is to get in my zone get the mood right
Been changing my ways I was too nice
I can't really trust nobody
I place my trust in my body
Treesh gyal dem she a thotty
I'm too locked in to be snotty
Right now is an emotional rehab
I could never be nothing like an E-chad
I could never tell stories on the knee caps
In this life I have one hard key fact
My joy is my money I'll eat that
So I stand on that when I speak back