It's Not OK

It's not okay
And I won't say so
'Til I'm good and ready
To let this one go
This one knocked me down
Put me on my knees
Saying, "God, if you're listening
Take this curse from me"

It's not okay
And it won't be right
Any kind of good sense has taken flight
And all that I do now is hold on tight
Saying, "God, if you're listening
Stay close tonight"

There is no reason
There is no fault and no blame
There is no justice or jury, no judge
There is no mercy
There are no names

And it's not okay
And it feels like hell
How long this thing will hurt
No one can tell
No one promised life was going to be fair
God, are you listening?
Are you even there?

There is no, there is no, there is no
There is no, there is no, there is no, there is no

There is no reason
There is no fault and no blame
There is no justice or jury, no judge
There is no mercy
There are no names

And it's not okay
So lay me down beside the still waters before I drown
And this dark path is where I'm bound now
I'm gonna leave what I've lost and keep what I've found
I'm gonna leave what I've lost