fade

Grief doesn't really go away
You just learn how to manage it better
Like it feels like it fades away in time
Which means the weight of it becomes weaker
But um when you lose someone that holds a place in your heart
It can be hard to shake off
That's the heart behind this song
That's what its all about

Tryna find my way home
Sometimes I don't know
My mind tells me "don't run" to You
But I know You're the safest place
Grief will fade away
Tryna find my way home to You

Life stays trying me
I don't want the wheel so You can guide me
Backseat driving
Imma let it go
Cause I don't really know
Lost my aunty right before the tour started
I was blindsided, I was so clouded
Went up on the stage feeling brokenhearted
Smiled for the gram but so broken on the inside

I just need You next to me
I need more of You
More of You and less of me
When I am going through it
You're the safest place for me
You will make a way for me

Tryna find my way home
Sometimes I don't know
My mind tells me "don't run" to You
But I know You're the safest place
Grief will fade away
Tryna find my way home to You

You can't put a price on any given peace of mind
So why try gain all the world just to lose your life?
Said goodbye to grandpa Kenneth
Couldn't make the burial in a pandemic
Still ain't go no closure
But I know it helps when I'm being authentic

I just need You next to me
I need more of You
More of You and less of me
When I'm going through it
You're the safest place for me
You will make a way for me

Tryna find my way home
Sometimes I don't know
My mind tells me "don't run" to You
But I know You're the safest place
Grief will fade away
Tryna find my way home to You

You're the safest place for me
You will make a way for me
Grief will fade away
It just takes time
You're the hiding place I need

Tryna find my way home
Sometimes I don't know
My mind tells me "don't run" to You
But I know You're the safest place
Grief will fade away
Tryna find my way home to You

God I pray to You immensely for Cass
For You to be with her
And for You to lead her with all that she wants to do in her life
Be with her family too in Jesus name
Amen