Backwards Walking

Here I go again
Telling you what's wrong
It's like I need the risk
Something to rely on

I can't cut the noise
There's traffic in my head
I do this to myself
Here I go again

I'm just tryna keep the lid on tight
Only put my best dress on the line
God, I pray the neighbors can't read my mind
Backwards walking 'til I run for my life
For my life

I'm still standing here
Watching from the side lines
I wish that I could live
Instead, I just survive

I'm just tryna keep the lid on tight
Only put my best dress on the line
God, I pray the neighbors can't read my mind
Backwards walking 'til I run for my life
For my life

All the little pieces
And the lights I found
And all of these wonders
Doesn't slow me down
Everything I wanted
But I'm losing out

I'm just tryna keep the lid on tight
Only put my best dress on the line
God, I pray the neighbors can't read my mind
Backwards walking 'til I run for my life
For my life

For my life