Текст песни A Dark Reflection (feat. Kai Tailor) - Charisma NP

Stepping out the darkness looking for the light
I've been searching all night
Conflicted with the thoughts in this mind of mine
Make no mistake
It's a battle that's time to face
But it's hard to fight throughout the day
Keeping me so occupied
Swear life's a lie
But that's harsh truth me and others no eye to eye
And if I lose then it's for my pride
My spirits they are on the rise
In the process of healing no surprise
Living life to the fullest with high stakes
High risk High reward how to be great
Been trapped with the thoughts that go on in this mind of mine
Never carry a watch with me cause I feel like I never have time
Told to be patient but I ain't got that no I don't
Been trusting my spirits not letting demons in again no I won't
Closed doors that I hide behind it's over now
Trusted my luck with the field with the clovers out
Lately just tryna be at peace with myself
Nothing wrong with guidance I don't like getting help
From No-one else
I'm just saying I'm an egotistical prick at times
Trusting my spirits and they guiding me like signs
Sure yall can relate cause yall feel just like me at times
But I'm stepping out letting my pain evade
If I kept it held onto then it won't escape
Then I'm blowing up like a Hand-Grenade
Only goal in life is just be great
Just be great

Oooh This feelings familiar
Tryna put it into words
Conversating with the man in the mirror
Mmmm
I can't describe the thoughts in my mind
Cause most of the time
Their not even mine
Half of the time I'm I'm
Reconvinced that I can't recognize myself anymore
The man inside the mirrors a corpse
So shawty come and find me in the graveyard
And bring a crucifix sixty-six lines and a family size portion
Of some wockhardt
Cause Deadman can't OD
But don't get it twisted I been trying for a minute it's just lowkey
I do it slowly
But in the mist of it I'm praying out to god can you wait for me
But until that day pass I keep on crushing out my ugh and I'm rolling out my blunts
In the ash and my demons tell me keep the mask on and to tell them that we fine
If they ask cause

Find the light and I'm out the dark
Taking off for flight like Tony Stark
Cause I fixed my heart
I was torn apart
Doing things that I frowned upon
So I write these songs cause it's my escape
And I get away
Lost inside with the lyrics on the page
Did some things that I know are not okay
I ain't gonna speak on it letting it go I got a tough time with that
Like to be honest and if I tell the truth I've had a rough past
It wasn't healthy
Be transparent so please tell me