Текст песни I Feel Different Every Day - ChloTheGod

My mother moved us to Orlando
Without asking us if we'd ever want to go
'Cause what do we know about Disney World
And the Gulf from Mexico?

My daddy tightened up and
Made a deal with the government
Like the father did before him
Jealous like his dead did say

My baby sister is so lucky
So am I, 'cause we shared a name
My little brothers just like me
Rather die than feel ashamed

But what do I know? I feel different everyday
What do I know? I feel different everyday
I feel different everyday
I feel different everyday

Honey, I feel
Just outside looking at the sky
Thinking about you
Input versus output

I've always struggled with addiction
I need real redemptions
It's been a lifetime doing dishes
Deleting pictures 'cause something's missing

Can anybody hear me?
And does it even matter?
I've been drowning in my pity
But I'll deal with that later

What do I know? I feel different everyday
What do I know? I feel different everyday
What do I know? I feel different everyday
I feel different everyday

I've always got my panties in a twist, standing in a corner
With me hand balled in a fist, I'm a slave to the disorder
Got a tightness in my chest, it's all on my lips
Consumed and overwhelmed by the burden of this guilt

Scratch that, it was never my fault at all
Hindsight, I was always designed to fall
My backpack with the weight of the world
And all of the people who have let me down

Where's my guardian angel?
Where's my seat at the table?
Where's my gratification?
I've been so goddamn impatient

What do I know? I feel different everyday
What do I know? I feel different everyday
What do I know? I feel different everyday
I feel different